My very best friend Mike got married the other day and joy and happiness flows obscenely from my body when I think of his wife and daughter and how much I entirely miss them so so so much it makes my heart hurt and also I feel like a crap bag for not getting to be at their place for the ceremony. Things are crazy and I got a new job and I get to make decisions and be an authority and it is very rewarding, and I get to live in a city I enjoy so much, but I am still missing my friends like crazy all the time.